Desperate to get over it. To say it was just a crush that I finally outgrew. Abandon the want, try to forget. But nothing’s changed and so it’s hard to do.

Your eyes still ruin my resolve. The way your lips twitch with a smile still makes me melt. I still savor every hello, every text, every call. I still write poems about the heat that we felt.

You haven’t stopped pressing up against me. You never stopped collecting all those sparks. You won’t just let me down gently. You won’t just straight up break my heart.

We’re in limbo, could get in trouble. Landed right in purgatory. But fuck, it’s fun to stumble when we ache for something dirty.

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